Getting Re-Inspired…


I keep disappearing, mostly because I never have anything successful to say. My eating has been pretty gross and my exercise is almost nil. NIL. Ugh. I can feel my muscles becoming more flabby and it has been making me sad. Instead of facing this straight on, I have been avoiding everything that reminds me of what journey I am on. I am on a journey to awesomehood. Not a journey to sit in front of a computer all day and play games. Nut uh. I am about living. I am about seeing the world. I am about feeling good about myself. These things need to take a priority again.

It is hard balancing school with everything else. By the end of the day, I feel a little “Blargh” and like my mind wants to explode… a little bit. And I avoided the blog world because I thought that would only make it worse, when I am pretty sure quite the opposite would occur. I would feel inspired and happy! But I would also feel like I would have to do things. Like go to the gym. And make a healthy grocery list.

Currently my goal is to take it one day at a time. Today, I have already exercised, and I had a high fiber breakfast. I plan on getting my homework done this morning and then work on studying for my Food and Nutrition exam. I need to get back to seeing my horse on a regular schedule. No excuses. So I am going to see her today. I know I can do this because I have done it before.

My weight has been fluctuating between 185 – 190. I am really tired of losing and regaining the same pounds over and over again. Time to focus up. Time to change. I cannot use school work and it being winter as an excuse. A little cold is not going to kill me.

So here is to a day where I plan on writing down everything I eat, not sneak any chocolate, and being on track.

Just one day.

And then I will do it again tomorrow.


10 thoughts on “Getting Re-Inspired…

  1. You can do it! School definitely complicates schedules, but exercise will help you handle all the learning and stress. You have the tools, one day at a time is a great strategy!

  2. I’ve nominated your for The Very Inspiring Blogger Award!

    Here are the rules:

    ~Display the award logo on your blog (copy and paste it from my blog)
    ~Link back to the person who nominated you
    ~State 7 things about yourself
    ~Nominate 15 bloggers for this award and link to them
    ~Notify those bloggers of the nomination and the awardā€™s requirements.

    Keep blogging!

  3. Hey nemesis

    I was wondering how you were… thought about sending you a message through mfp or a mail to see what’s up…

    I’m sorry you’re having a rough time… my weight has been up and down a little too… it’s not going as quickly as it used to… but don’t give up… if I told you I’m pretty much the same weight as you, would it inspire you to keep going? If only not to let me beat you to 185? šŸ˜›

    Anyway, feel free to reach out to me at any time… you can do this, Cassy… you inspired me to keep going and to put some extra effort into this… think of all the good you’ve done and all the good you have yet to achieve šŸ™‚

  4. It’s interesting as all the bloggers lately have been posting about re-negging on their new years resolutions – just escaping them and doing more damage rather than taking it one step at a time. WE CAN DO THIS!

    • It’s the winter, I tell you! It just sucks you in with the promise of cozy homes and high calories baked goods! =( It tells you not to go outside because it’s cold out there, but in here… the blankets are so nice… Darn winter.

      • I am in Australia so it can’t be the winter. Maybe it is the crazy hot days – so if you don’t exercise first thing in the morning then you get stuck with the heat and really, CBF working out when you are already sweating.

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